I feel empty, the only thing that’s made me whom I am has been robbed from me.

No longer an option.

No longer a choice.

No longer feminine.

Of course visually, I am seen as a female.

I hold power. But no longer the power of life.

Memory is what I must rely on.

Robbed of a gift that was once precious.

No longer able to see another product of ones self.


Pain so unbearable that one feels sick internally.

Deep within my bones this pain is embedded.

I cant feel my heart beating mourning for something that will never come.

Never am I to see my daughters eyes.

Bright with delight, because I got her a new doll or the newest cell phone that’s out.

Never to give my light his darkness.

Because truth be told she would be everything I am.

Mean and evil when need be, with a low tolerance for ignorance.

But …

I wont get that chance to see her, feel her, teach her.

No Wildfire.

My poor little Wildfire.

Mama is so sorry for her ignorance, now she must stay with out you.

Only to have you in dreams that may come…



About nisykitty

I'm odd and eccentric. I'm weird yet cool, wait that all means the same right? I’m me!! I have a new found love, that I will never ever give up. It’s as fierce as Larissa Ione, Sherrilyn Kenyon, Kresley Cole and Jeaniene Frost’s love scenes. I ♥ books! Throw in some sexy HOT steamy Vampires and I’m golden. Every day is a learning experience and I'm open to the unknown. I'm thoughtful and caring, and said to have an old soul. I have moments when I don't know what I'm getting myself into, but 99% of the time it works out. This site along with my Fan page proves that. If you ever have a thought that crosses your mind DO IT! You never know what the outcome will be. (Positive thoughts, I don't need ill publicity) lol I'm grateful for all my friends I've made and the ones to come. I know I'm not alone, which is an emotion that’s indescribable. Vampires RULE and Werewolfs (except Alcide) drool! I’m also the brains behind Vampires Anonymous fan/website. We ROCK!!! Join the party, Bloody Mary’s all around! Oh yeah, did I mention I'm open minded? v--v
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