I slowly sit upright in bedNumb to the boneI can’t help but feel like a winnerIn a losing battlePhone in handFingers at my own mercyI write, I hope and dream for a better dayDelusional?NoHopeful dreamer they call meI sit here in bedSubtle breaths of life I hearNot of my ownBut of a heart that can’t beat alongside minesToo relaxed and worry freeOne day, I wish to beI slouch here in bedDaydreaming of better days to comeTo rise and fall alongside a heart that beats in the same rhythm as mineI stare out into the darkness in bedAll I see are lights flashingCan’t see beyond these lightsShould I stay in the dark?Or walk into the flashing lights?I reach out in bedSlowly pulling my hand backNo one’s thereThere’s no one thereRising and falling of breathsNot of my ownIgnorant and gone to the worldWhere I wish to beAs I sit here in bed.
I'm odd and eccentric. I'm weird yet cool, wait that all means the same right? I’m me!!
I have a new found love, that I will never ever give up. It’s as fierce as Larissa Ione, Sherrilyn Kenyon, Kresley Cole and Jeaniene Frost’s love scenes. I ♥ books! Throw in some sexy HOT steamy Vampires and I’m golden.
Every day is a learning experience and I'm open to the unknown. I'm thoughtful and caring, and said to have an old soul. I have moments when I don't know what I'm getting myself into, but 99% of the time it works out. This site along with my Fan page proves that. If you ever have a thought that crosses your mind DO IT! You never know what the outcome will be. (Positive thoughts, I don't need ill publicity) lol
I'm grateful for all my friends I've made and the ones to come. I know I'm not alone, which is an emotion that’s indescribable. Vampires RULE and Werewolfs (except Alcide) drool!
I’m also the brains behind Vampires Anonymous fan/website. We ROCK!!! Join the party, Bloody Mary’s all around!
Oh yeah, did I mention I'm open minded? v--v